Welcome To my first ever BLOG POST, on my new site.
wow! Here goes everything , I can’t Believe am saying this Already,
how insane does this sound!… guys*
Hey! you *
I pretty much want to pour out my heart & mind in this post, kinda like the way I see most bloggers do but Am not like all your other everyday Bloggers, really & It’s not that am perfect, prettier or more beautiful than them or that I have all the knowledge on what to do or how to do Something in all the different aspects of life or even when you feel Stuck in a life-threatening situation or family Drama,What or how should you handle a work mate who seems to piss you off in everything & anything he does.
( giggles ),.
But to be quiet Honest, with you am NO! Expert in counseling, nor do I own any winning award or certificate of being a Motivational Speaker yet, Hence here’s what you need to know as we get along, in this Bloggers World Jungle with me.
Am a Cheeky , Vibrant ,Introvert / extroverted 22 year old Kenyan blogger. A Girl young and wild at heart, Who chooses to share all she knows from past LIFE LESSONS & EXPERIENCES with you , ON what ave learnt in life and the wisdom ave picked up with time , to help You learn from his space, how to live your best life, the best way, YOU Know How.
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Though, I personally wanted to have this very specific category of posts up on this blog site . To connect better with you,my reader . This probably does sound cliche to say to you but truth be told, if your personality keeps making your blood boil when you think about your future, personal goals and how to attain them or keep up with them, career goals , Relationships with friends/spouse and how to handle toxic frenemies but mostly & very importantly your Mental Health,which has to come first, to be able to juggle all the rest. as a young adult. So all am here to do is to let you in in all the strategies, life secrets & goals you need to live by to be able to live a blessed and a happier, stress free, life as a young Adult Growing up!.
Sounds Great and, epic Right?, well the whole plan for starters is very much FREE!!!.. YOU DON’T HAVE TO PAY ANYTHING for This. I hope that this enables you or helps you to definitely have your getaway or at last by helping you manage your own personal space & peace from all that Drama, that life throws at you, ad be glad to help.
( personally, am very allergic, to Drama from any angle or size ) sneezes !!!…
Here’s a little Personal story am willing to share with you about me that you probably didn’t know if you’ve been following me for the longest of time now or if your new here , * here’s one of my many drastic & very traumatic child hood stories to encourage you in whatever season your in. Be Blessed *
Thank you, for tunning in if your an old fam member or subscriber / follower from my letssayitreal.wordpress.com blog days, its so good to have you here!. Thanks for the love*
All my Life.
Ave always felt left out & different since my years of young age or teen hood and I some how always felt this difference, in everything & anything i did . I could never relate with anyone my age mentally or on what they were doing at the time either & Everyday the big elephant in my personal space grew bigger and bigger and no one could relate to me in some parts of my childhood life . I was always Mature past my age, and i hated it back then as a kid, I can never explain why? or How. But am greatful years later now looking back i have no Regrets or huge life regrets. (you get what i mean?)
- No! its not like I had or have super powers or some type of magic sh*t really. But Here’s a blog post about personalities of people like me February Queens ! ROCK $$$!. Incase your interested to learn more about my type of personality.
I Can very much recall having the toughest of times mostly in high-school & being changed from school to school didn’t help me much, in any way of changing that feeling of, ” why am i so different ? ” . And so from a young age like 11or 12yrs i can recall back, wanting so badly to escape from home and even attempting to live and move away from our home/family . ( Thankfully my Mum stopped Me, this one time i had planned to move out packed my clothes and was about to live when suddenly Mum appeared from nowhere and forced me to stay ) . So later through the years i had a plan to end my life by suicide. Easy Right! i started to contemplate my own death plan .
( QUICK EXPLANATION! * MY dad married two wives and both wives had 5 kids each which probably added much salt in to the injury of my young age growing up, though years later am Thankful To God Now that were all grown & having our different families & home. )
I hated life & EVERYTHING IN IT so much so i did attempt to end the struggle by hanging myself kinda like a planned suicide and since we shared the room with both my Mum & sister i knew they’d come home and find my dead body hanging off from the bedroom ceiling but at the time they were not home & that thought grew even larger that day, I thought to myself ” this is the day & what luck! my mu’s not even present to stop this like before .
Finally! “, I thought I Can end this misery like that famous 2010 or is it 11′, Summer time sadness song Release …( if you recall it, ) . So as i was attempting to end my life i climbed down to take up my bible for the very last time and tell my heavenly Father am coming home or God only Knows what i was thinking at that age really, ( giggles)
As i opened it, guess the very first verse, I Laid my eyes on ;
Jeremiah 1. 5
( My very First Encounter with God )
and it said
( * chuckles ), Wow!* I cried that day so much and I couldn’t Or let me say i have never wanted to stay in a negative space, from my mind or with others, sure i get disappointed & discouraged at times * and because this is life i only choose to groan & cry my worries,fear for sometime or even for a day but not more than that! .
ever since that day, That verse gave me or somehow gave me back my Life & changed my ways in thoughts and my relationship with God was restored much better & completely revolutionized since that day .
Enough stories about me but funny enough, ever since that day its been a Journey ever since, am probably not that righteous nor do i want to come off as such a religious kid, But am grateful i didn’t go through with all that cowardliness in that time of my life
Lucky! Me God knows my heart & Loves me abundantly still .
Everyday when i wake up , I tend to consider myself as a normal girl Blessed & able to do what i do in all the different things in my space & Niche, that am able to do till this day by God’s grace & will I grow plus learn Along that we ,
Grow through, what we go through.
That pretty much sums up! what i will be sharing with you on this new space AND Of cos , we will always have fun if you’ll join In the community #Gfam & never miss out on a Post upload every once in a week or twice haven’t Yet decided , On the specific days al be uploading so keep an eye on the next post hopefully every week! * from NOW.
- Hoping you’ll Feel at home , & YOU’VE ENJOYED The POST,you’ve read.
- Also Don’t forget to comment down below your toughest times in life or how you choose and overcame the urge of not giving up! . what did you do ad love to hear, till next time Bye for now and THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMING OVER!*.
I Will be sharing With you on this specific category of my life’s past stories and journey , that are crazy and wild and from my current LIFE lessons & experiences from my point of view . Don’t forget once again to follow me on Instagram to get an early heads up!, on what OR where am at, or doing with my Daily Life! in my socials
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